I am lacking at showing up for anything if I am being honest. Although I am here most of the time I am never really here. I show up and complain and then leave. I find it hard to commit to things lately, and for the past two years I have really lost myself. I am a plane going on autopilot just along for the ride. I would love to show up to everything at the times I am supposed to and stay for the whole time. It is important to show up to exceed at the things I want to get better at. One day I will be at the place I was before everything hit the fan. I will push myself to stand up for me and show up to the most important of things going on around me. I will be stronger and I will show up. I will not be brought down by mistakes and my past anymore.